It’s been a year! I can’t believe it. It’s been so incredible.
As you know, I was in a pretty shitty place emotionally last year. I think I hid it well, but I had just gone through a really difficult time. You were the first person I met after that. I was nervous…I didn’t expect anything out of that date, especially not this. You’ve been so good to me. I feel like this is how a relationship should be. I’ve never experienced that before. Things just…work. It’s relieving. I don’t have to hide, or sacrifice, or be ashamed of anything anymore. With you, I can completely be myself.
I have so much respect for you. Calling you Sir has very little to do with protocol for me. I remember I called you that before we even established our dynamic. I thought you earned that title the day we met, and I have never looked back. I will continue to honor you because I admire you, I’m inspired by you, and I feel like a better person because I know you.
I don’t know how you do it, but you manage to make all our moments feel magical. I have reached a level of vulnerability and comfort with you that I have never felt before. No matter what we’re doing, I always feel safe in your presence. I know I can reveal my mind and body to you and you will protect me, because you protect what’s yours. I am yours.
This past year has been a genuinely wonderful journey. I don’t know where I would be without you, but I doubt anywhere else would be better than this. You’ve become such an integral part of my life. I tell everyone about you now… and because of that, my vanilla friends sometimes ask me what this type of relationship is like. They ask me what it’s like to be dominated, what it’s like to submit. And while there’s a constantly evolving and complex way to answer that question, I’ve learned that there’s a simple answer too. When I’m with you, the rest of my world stops. Nothing else exists except us and the dynamic we create. It’s raw. It’s primal. It’s intimate and powerful and eminently beautiful. Thank you for bringing that into my life.
(And for the record, I like you for more than just the sex too.)
Love and hugs and kisses and blowjobs.